Saturday, April 5, 2008
regrets,mistakes and this damn life
everything in my life seems to be happening so quickly than usual...
there's no time to take a breather as i need to try and keep up..
i had better days...
i had been richer in life...
rich in a way that i had better moments in life and having the most important people to me present in my life..
i have made a lot of mistakes...
its just that i realized them when it was too late..
i had my share of regrets...
and all i can do is mourn over them and tell myself that i cannot afford to have anymore...
i have hurt some loved ones and pushed them away..
now that i realized how important they are to me, i want them back..
but i gues its just a liitle too late..
i am wishing and working for that second chance i want...
it gets me down knowing that maybe he cannot give it to me..
but i cant blame him,coz its not easy and maybe i hurt him too much..
i didnt give hime a chance to speak his side,instead i just let myself be carried away by my feelings..
secrets and unspoken feelings suddenly want to be acknowledge..
i just wish that i had known them sooner..
i just realized how people were laughing at me because of a feeling i had no control over...
people can be hypocrites at times...
they should just be thankful that they dont have to deal with those stuff and keep their traps shut!
.....nothing in life is worth losing...especially the chance to make things right....
Labels: life
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