Tuesday, September 16, 2008
the littlest things
Sometimes, people think that you are over reacting-- that you're making a big deal about those little things...
What they don't understand is that its those little things?They are so destructive in a relationship- it doesn't matter if it's a relationship with the opposite sex or your friend or your siblings or whoever..
These little things starts to pile up such that it creates a wall eventually... an obstacle in the relationship such that one day, you just blow up... you can't take another one of those little things..
It's better to have a big problem rather than have that wall in your relationship..
You see, those little things, as you ignore them (tell yourself: never mind, its okay..just let it pass), the more permanent it gets...
Atleast if its a big problem, you can't let it pass by...you are going to try to solve it as quickly as you can...
I don't really know how to explain..but it's harder to "fix"...
Another thing is liars..hypocrites..backstabbers.all those stuff...
Let's face it.. we all lie...
Even if we only did once..
A lie is still a lie..
It doesn't matter if its a white lie or whatever...
The lie is still there..
I guess a white lie is still okay..
But lying and twisting the story???
That's being bitchy...
Especially when you do behind the person's back...
I hate liars...
But I gotta say... some of them amazed me though..
How natural lying is to them..
It's like they don't even plan to do it... lies just come out of their mouth...
Labels: friends, liars, life, school
I LOVE YOU 9/16/2008 06:23:00 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
random crap which you should ignore
okay..im think im supposed to be studying right now...who am i kidding..i AM supposed to study right now...but..im not feeling it,,so maybe i'll do it a minute or so..(yeah right!)sooo, today...was another boring day.....lol..no..it was okay..hahha..better than the previous weeks..so, i was in a really good mood today, laughing like hell throughout the day..(did i just use good mood and hell in one sentence??lol......you dont get it do ya???)nevermind..so yeah.. my alarm clock rang around 5.10..pressed the snooze button 5 times....on the 6th time it rang..i turned the alarm off.. :)hehehe.. i paid the proice though..i woke up around 6.10, my brother was still showering..had to wait for another ten minutes or so... did i mention dat i have to leave the house around 6.40? yeah, well i have to, all because of my SUPER SMART principal who decided to make the whole school come earlier for "study time" before assembly..heh..well..atleast the wether made me feel better..it was raining!!! i dunno y, but it cheers me up when it rains..anyway.. had social studies for first period..she forgot to bring my test paper.doesnt matter,,,, i got a1!!! hahahha..(yeah steve..i know u got a1 also..)anyways..during her lesson..she kept um... "showering" me... u get it?? (if u dont, i feel so sorry for you..... peace! :) )aftr that got english, yet another test paper was given out... i got 26/30... im not happy..i so deserve a 28!! im serious!!! and no..im not showing off!! XPaftr that was recess..as usual..lakshna and steve was on their own world again..then there was POA..the most interesting subject ever!!- NOT!!!!yeah,well, atleast i did pay a little attention.. really!!i rtied to stick sticky notes on lakshna's back..she started it first okay!!!lol..that sounds so childlish..fastforward to mt..i was supposed to do steve's summary..which i did..hmm..thats grammatically wrong i think..i usually can do summary in 15 mins, but with him i took an hour.. :/he keep disturbing... :( (joke steve)keep getting my handphone and looking at dunno wat..IM SO GONNA ERASE MY PICTURES AND MESSAGES!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!AND VIDEOS!lol..he wAS laughing like crazy while watching the videos..he got teary--eyed from laughing..wat the quack!hahahahoh!oh!!that wasnt the 1st tym today... it happened during recess also..he was about to tell lakshna about the photo in my phone which was TAKEN IN THE GIRLS TOILET..ITS JUST NOT THAT OBVIOUS!!!!anyway..heo started laughing before he could even spit it out..(wat a sucker..heh....)he ddnt got the chance to say it anyway..either because of the punches i threw at him or the fact that he couldnt stop laughing...oh yeah..guess who is this person:HE believes that FROZZ candy has 70% plus alcohol..(sotong)HE also believes that a pen has a blue ink because it contains blueberry or was it grapes?GUESS!!!!!!CLUE: HE IS A SOTONG AND I HAVE MENTIONED HIS NAME ALOT OF TIMES IN THIS POST..... ( :) peace bubbles!)this nerd is out of here....PS. pray that i would study... :)) oh..and i shall be spelling words properly at my next post... chatting and
smsing has made my spelling
atrocious...
Labels: random things, school
I LOVE YOU 9/15/2008 07:09:00 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
love..pft..
if someone is to love me,
i want him to love me for no reason..
that way.. there is also no reason for him to leave me....i was chatting with someone today..
he told me that upon leaving the girl he loves, he shall love no body else..
looking at it at both sides..
its both heartbreaking and sweet..
i mean, if you were the girl that he loves..
there is nothing more you could ask for upon knowing that the man you love wouldnt love nobody else..that there is nobody else but you in his heart but you..
but if you were a girl, who is inlove with him.. and has been waiting and praying for his love, that could drive you nuts..may even send u to ur grave...
no wonder they said that love is bittersweet..
some people got it all...they are lucky to someone who truly loves but, yet they take it for granted..never appreciating the love given to them..
to all the girls who are waiting for their love to see them...to love them back..this song is for you girls..
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I don't need to own a fancy car To drive with you around the city I don't need to live in a palace like house A simple home is enough for me I don't need much Only your attention I had to hope To make me feel that I am not alone I know Is you my life is worth living I know Is you my life is gonna be just fine I know If you each day begins with a smile I don't really have to worry Somethings won't workout for me I don't really have to bother Just as long as you here with me I don't need much Only your affection To see me through To make me feel that I am not alone I know Together we can make our dreams come true I know But through the years we won't be growing old I know Counting stars won't be so hard to do There will be your always time At the end of the tumble shine Our love for each other never fails Baby I just know (I know) I know (I know) I know... wooahh.. I know (I know) I know (I know) wooahh... I don't need much Only your affection To see me through To make me feel that I am not alone
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I LOVE YOU 9/14/2008 08:45:00 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
i shouldnt care too much
i know that
i shouldnt trust too easily
i know that
i shouldnt cry over those things
i know that
i know i shouldnt damn it
but its easier said than done isnt it?
gahh!!!I COULD PUNCH MYSELF RIGHT NOW...ahhh!! stupid,stupid,stupidi've been dealing with it for years.. but the pain never seem to subside..every damn time..
IM SO RANDOMThis is crapLabels: random things
I LOVE YOU 9/13/2008 11:36:00 PM
crappy song i composed during physics
dont wanna go
dont wana lie
dont wanna know
and i wonder why
dont want any complications...no
just wanna be with you oh.oh..
baby dont wanna see you love her
baby dont wanna make you choose
maybe im scared to lose you oh
though i never really had you
scared to make you choose
don wanna know
coz things might not go the way i want it to-
the happy ending that i've been dreaming of
might just go tumbling down on me
oh babe
just want you to stay
why cant it be just you and me
the way i always wanted it to be
in my perfect fantasy
coz baby, i want nothing more than you and me
so just say...that you'll stay
so just say...that you'll stay
so just say that you'll stay
coz honestly..definitely..i just want nothing more than you and meLabels: crap, lyrics
I LOVE YOU 9/13/2008 11:22:00 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
grabbed from liza
001. Real Name – Alexandra Nicole C. Alvarez
002. Nickname – Alecs, Nicole, Alecsa, Nikky, Nics, Brulex, Bru, Pnky Queen and the list goes on...
003. Single or taken – Single :)
004. Zodiac Sign - Aquarious
005. Male or Female - Female
006. Elementary School – Calatagan Elementary School, Saint Paul School Balayan Batangas, New Town Primary School
007. Ipod – Nano (1st gen)
008. How many buddies on your list - which r we talking about?
009. Friendster name – Alecs Alvarez
010. Hair Color – Black
012. Hair Long or Short – um.in between?? shoulder length...
013. Eye Colour - Brown
014. Are you health freak –HAHAHAHAH!! .... no.
015. Height -157?(IM SHORT OKAY!)LOL
16.Have a crush on someone - HAHAHHAHAHAHA!! ...maybe.
017. Do you like yourself - hehe..
018. Braces? - it's kay
019. Think you're awesome? – wat do u think?!
020. Piercings – ears
021. Tattoo – nope
Your 'Firsts'
022. Surgery – none...
023. First piercing – ears
024. First best friend –misheel....
025. First Award – in primary one... honor roll counts ryt?
026. First CCA You Joined – choir(hahha..i know!) and art club
027. First pet – dog
028. First vacation – Brunei
029. First Concert – Gary Valenciano's
030. First love – P.G.A. XP
Favourites
031. Favorite movie – uh...a lot
032. Favorite tv show – One Tree Hill :)
033. Color – pink! (why else would they call me pinky queen??!)
034. Music – ALOT!
035. Drink – banana milkshake
036. Body part not on the face – HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! i dont know...
037. Cartoon – spongebob? strawberry shortcake?
038. Favorite piece of clothing – herbench! billabong!
039. Brand Of Shoes - converse
040. What do you sleep with – ipod and phone...oh..and a book
041. Favorite School – Montessori
042. Favorite Animal(s) – puppies..
043. Favorite Book – ALOT! I mean it
044. Favorite Magazine – Candy
What am i doing now?
045. Eating – nothing
046. I'm drinking – green tea
047. I'm about to – eat
048. Listening to – Here without you
049. Waiting For – him to go online
050. Watching – Another Cinderella Story
051. Wearing – T shirt and shorts
Your Future
052. Want Kids – yep
053. Want to Get Married – uh-huh
054. Careers in Mind –education/interior design/landscape
055. Lips or Eyes – Eyes
056. Hugs or Kisses – hugs
057. Shorter or Taller – taller
058. Romantic or Spontaneous – Romantic
059. Nice stomach or nice arms – arms
060. Sensitive or Loud – Sensitive
061. Hook-up or Relationship – Relationship
062. Sweet or Caring – caring
063. Trouble Maker or Hesitant – hesitant
064. Kissed a Stranger – nope
065. Drank bubbles – hehe..yeah
067. Ran Away From Home – ahem....... silence....
068. Broken a bone – noo
069. Got an X-ray – yep
070. Broken Someone's Heart – yep
071. Turned Someone Down – yep
072. Cried When Someone Died – yes
073. Cried at school – yes
Do You Believe In
074. God – YAH
075. Miracles – yeah
076. Love at first sight – yes
077 Aliens – no
078. Magic – yes...(falling inlove is magic ryt?)
079. Heaven – yes
080. Santa Claus – no...hohohohoho
081. Sex on the first date – no way! slut!
082. Kissing on the first date – yeah
083. Angels – DEFINITELY!
I LOVE YOU 9/06/2008 07:19:00 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
is anything ever good enough?
i feel like im running after perfection...
or maybe im just over acting?
i dont know...
I LOVE YOU 9/05/2008 05:36:00 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
DEDICTED TO MY BEST-EST FRIEND(mushy...lol)
life...its one heck of a roller coaster ride...you don't what is gonna happen next...who is gonna be in your life and who is going to be...gone...sometimes we go through stuff that confuses us so much...we feel so alone...helpless...not knowing which to believe...we stress on things that seems so simple yet so complicated...its easy to say that its only life...take it easy... its all gonna be ok...but its bull...how can u take it easy...how do u know that its gonna be ok???life is full of uncertainties...i guess its just up to us on how we ride it...lets face it..life is bull...we dont know why we are here...life is a journey...every journey has a purpose...maybe if we take some time and think of a reason why we live...maybe life will get less stressful...maybe we can look forward to it...its not gonna be easy...no pain no gain right???watever u r going through ryt now... i got ur back...It's Only Life-Kate VougeleTears are forming in your eyes A storm is warning in the skies The end of the world it seems You bend down and fall on your knees Well get back on your feet yeah Don't look away Don't run away Baby it's only life, Don't lose your faith Don't run away, It's only life You were always playing hard Never could let down your guard But you can't win If you never give in Into that voice within Saying pick up your chin Baby let go of it yeah Don't look away Don't run away Baby, it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Baby it's only life (repeat) Take your hesitance And your self defense Leave them behind It's only life Don't be so afraid Of facing every day Just take your time It's only life I'll be your stepping stone Don't be so alone Just hold on tight It's only life Oh... Don't look away Don't run away Baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Baby, it's only life (repeat) It's only life It's only life Don't look away...
I LOVE YOU 9/02/2008 08:54:00 PM
even now
"is it time to let go now?
is it time to let our hearts free?
if love has gone away....
..if your love has gone away...
please tell me.
i used to ask:
when is it time to move on??
how many times can you bear to accept the fact that another person left??
when is it time to stop trusting?
when is the time to give up?
is it now??
but even now, im still asking the same questions...
when is the time to let go?
I LOVE YOU 9/02/2008 05:31:00 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
HAIX
I LOVE YOU 9/01/2008 09:05:00 PM